For this week's reading, we will be talking about the Death card.
Now, before you freak out and think this card indicates someone reading this blog is near a physical passing, know that Death stands for transformation, not the end of breathing. You don't have to immediately start reminding yourself to “Rage, rage against the dying of the light,” as Dylan Thomas suggests.
This is not to say that you should not put off your own physical death for as long as possible. I think this is a natural state of being and it’s understandable why Thomas suggested we fight against death. Perhaps, on some subconscious level, he knew that he would die young at age 39. If so, I hope he was also aware that he was leaving behind work that would transform many other poets.
As stated on Thomas’ Wikipedia page, “William York Tindall, in his 1962 study, A Reader's Guide to Dylan Thomas, finds comparison between Thomas's and Joyce's wordplay, while he notes the themes of rebirth and nature are common to the works of Lawrence and Thomas.”
It’s interesting that Dylan Thomas used the theme of rebirth in his poems, as transformation is a kind of new birth. Read more
Creative new beginnings. How many of you have longed for a beginning that brings just what you need and want? This week's reading gives you The Magician, who says that now is the perfect time to either create a new beginning or revisit one that you might have started to manifest, but found yourself distracted from it, attending to the day-to-day aspects of Life.
The Magician uses otherworldly skills and thought, along with everyday action, to bring something into being either not yet thought of or with an original slant. The energy of this card is said to live between the worlds of the mundane and the spiritual and when you work with The Magician, you find what you need from both worlds. You might use affirmations to state your intentions, which is a spiritual act, yet in the mundane world, you’ll spend the time necessary to create, whether that means honing a skill or talking to the right people.
As a Magician, you use your mind, your heart, and your strengths to create. However, not only do you use your own talent, but part of working as a Magician is knowing when to marry your skills and strengths with the skills and strengths others offer. Even a Magician needs an assistant. This doesn’t mean that a Magician steals from others, but knows when to approach others for help – or to gain inspiration watching others manifest something unique and special. Read more
In 1948, at the age of 24, the African-American poet, James Baldwin moved to Paris. On the 8/1/15 episode of the Melissa Harris-Perry show, Melissa tells how Baldwin moved to the City of Lights with only $40 in his pocket, hoping that distance would better enable him to write about the not-so-pretty American society in which he had grown up.
In 1980, at the age of 20, I also fled my home, but stopped in New York City, not even imaging the possibility of fleeing to another country. Although, New York, in and of itself, was most definitely another country from what I knew. Like Baldwin, I had $40 in my pocket (and a place to stay, thanks to a college friend).
As I describe in my book, Shake That Cream, I had visions of being a female Youngblood Hawke, even though it would take me a few years to truly start writing. However, as a little girl, I’d escaped the horror of my poverty-ridden life, entangled inside a violent, sexist, racist, homophobic religious cult, by watching late-night movies on a cheap, black-and-white TV, while my parents slept away their gin and dreamed new tortures for me. Read more
Before the fabulous Shaila Abdullah created this beautiful blog site for me, I was posting a bit on Facebook. As synchronicity would have it, today I was perusing Facebook and saw that someone had liked my original post. I decided to read the post, several years after its creation, and decided that it was still relevant today, for all of us. So, I’m re-posting and also including a question posed by one of my readers, which will lead into my latest discussion, along with a Tarot reading.
“I first heard Paolo Conte's "Come Away with Me" ("Vieni Va Con Me") while watching the movie French Kiss. I couldn't understand a word of the song, but it made me smile and smile. I couldn't stop grinning, even after the song finished playing.
"Come Away with Me" teased me, making me want to get up and dance like a happy dog. However, since I was in a public theatre, I remained in my seat. Luckily, I've been able to see French Kiss on television many times since that first theatre viewing. Each subsequent listen to "Come Away with Me" found me intoxicated and delighted, and while at home, I would get up and dance when the song played, feeling like I was touching something new and unknown. Read more
Hey friends, fans, and rabble-rousers (you know who you are), I'm back!
I took what I thought was going to be a short break from this Tarot blogging, as work was eclipsing my life and everything adjacent. However, this break took me down a road longer than I imagined, finding me in the hospital this past January, having gotten so sick at work, I couldn’t move. Doctors ran every test imaginable over a three-day period, and stumped, pronounced me totally healthy, chalking up my collapse to “immense stress.” Got out of the hospital, took a short, doctor-enforced break, and then, feeling renewed and ready to go, found myself slam-stopped by breast cancer.
Yeah, me – who doesn’t smoke, who has no family history of the disease, and who spends a small fortune on organic food and supplements. Me. Thanks, bastards. Like this lifetime hadn’t been difficult enough, the Powers That Be (Badly) decided to bend me over one more time. While I was lucky enough to catch this monster in its infancy, it being the size of the dot a felt-tip pen would make on a piece of paper, my lymph nodes remaining untouched, the surgery, follow-up radiation, and the problems caused by both, all the while working, as my new prick boss was less than supportive, found me surviving several months of hell.
But, while still in pain and cursing the Universe, to quote T.I., “In a flash like. Recognize I’m back!”
And, I’m fine, just more potty-mouthed than usual. Somehow, though, through everything, I had several more poems accepted for publication and worked with another East-Coast editor, polishing my memoir, Shake That Cream, which is now really, really, ready for publication. Read more
During my morning meditation for this blog, I received a very strong message that I did not need to pull a card for this week. Instead, I was instructed to let you know that you need to keep working with The Lovers. At first, I figured that the Universe just wanted everyone to continue working on drawing to them, whatever they feel they can’t live without. If you remember, last week, I talked about how the essence of The Lovers is working to find that to which you’re truly drawn.
However, I felt like there was more to the message. I was right. As I continued meditating, I heard, “To find that which one truly loves, they have to first decide what they absolutely don’t want.”
As I thought about the message I was hearing, I realized that it fit with one of the lesser meanings of The Lovers – choice. To be able to make a meaningful choice, one that truly brings value to your Life, you have to understand not only who you are, but why you’re making the choices you are making. Read more
Hello. I hope that last week, you found time to do something for yourself, as instructed by the Five of Swords. In doing so, did you, possibly, run across something or someone to which you felt very drawn? If not, this week might enable you to do so as you’ll be working with the energy of The Lovers.
Many think that The Lovers indicates that love is nearby, and while this can be one meaning of the card, the deepest meaning of The Lovers is that you are in a space where you find yourself very attracted to a new idea, a new hobby, or a new person. Alternately, you might find yourself revisiting something or someone from your past that you once loved, but for whatever reason, had to put aside.
Of course, not all of us want to revisit our past and even if there is someone from our past that we’d like to reconnect with, this is not always possible. So, if you’re looking to your past for something you love, it makes more sense to reconnect with a hobby or idea that you had to shelve. Maybe you once loved to paint, but had to stop doing so because you couldn’t find the time. Maybe you’ve always wanted to learn to paint, but never followed this desire. The energy of The Lovers brings you up close and personal to something from which you can turn away, whether it is a new love or and old love. So, if your love is painting, it’s time to paint! Read more
Hi, everyone. I hope that the past two weeks found you working with the Queen of Swords’ energy, which asked you to put the past behind and look towards the future. This week, the Five of Swords provides a warning that there might be discord around you, whether in your personal Life or at work, and therefore, you must do all that you can to take care of yourself.
The Five of Swords is about putting your own self-interest first – not in a negative, narcissistic way, but in a way that enables you to traverse unseen minefields and remain whole and intact. The Five of Swords asks you to keep your eyes and ears open and be aware of what’s going on around you. This card also asks that you don’t lower yourself to act in a manner similar to those creating the discord.
When you find yourself in negative situations, it can be difficult to be restrained. However, this is the best way to take care of yourself. Don’t hide. But, remain above others’ attempts to draw you into battle. Speak your truth, let your integrity shine, and know that, no matter how difficult the situation, as long as you’re not trying to bring the other person(s) down who manifested the negative situation, you will be okay. Probably more than a bit exhausted and irritated, but okay. Read more
These past few weeks have not been easy for most. I’m sure I’m not alone in saying that, lately, Life has been exhausting and draining. However, it’s time to let the events of recent weeks go, as this week’s indicator card – the Queen of Swords – urges us to leave the past behind and look towards the future.
Moving forward, you’ll want to keep as focused and aware as possible. The Queen of Swords represents the ability to see situations as they really are, as opposed to how others might want you to see them. It’s possible that people, either in your personal or professional life, might try to manipulate you or a situation with which you are involved this week. Just remember to be alert and draw on the keen insight offered by the Queen of Swords, to avoid and maneuver any sticky situations that arise.
You can also use this penetrating insight to help others in need this week. Perhaps you know of someone who is unable to see their own potential and is struggling because of their lack of self-esteem. Step in, take them by the hand, and help them understand what they have yet to see about themselves. I imagine many people are in need of some emotional support and guidance, particularly in these precarious times. Read more
Hi, everyone. Hope you survived this past week, intact. One reader wrote to tell me that she’d had a really rough week at work, as did I. However, for me, the Seven of Swords’ energy did help me push through and reveal some of the lies that had been told. I’m still having to deal with leftover residue, and I’m not without bruises – in fact, I feel like I’ve been in a boxing match for months. However, I am still standing.
This week should prove to be “interesting”. After meditating, I pulled one of the most negative cards in the deck. I said to the Universe, “Nope, not having it,” and proceeded to reshuffle and pull another card, again negative. So I reshuffled and pulled yet a third negative card.
At that point, I put down the cards and said, “Enough! I will not write another negative blog this week, and far too many of us have put up with far too much!” I proceeded to shuffle again, and pulled The Hermit. However, when I looked at the card behind The Hermit, it was the original nasty card that had appeared. So, this tells me that, we’re facing another tough week and the Universe is telling us to heed The Hermit’s warning and go within. Read more
This week, as you continue working towards your goals or finding solutions to problems, be aware that there could be a “thief” in your midst. The Seven of Swords indicates deception and betrayal – someone is trying to steal from you, even if it is something non-tangible, like your peace of mind or happiness.
I must admit that, when I pulled this card, I felt like the conflict with which I’m dealing, where several people are doing their best to bring me down, negatively influenced the reading for all of you in the 9 Elephants tribe. However, before I pull a card, I meditate and ask that a card be shown that will provide wisdom and advice for all who read this blog. So, perhaps this next week is one in which we must all be truly cautious.
Even if others are trying to harm you, because the Seven of Swords represents dealings in deception, those who are engaged in harmful activities towards you will, most likely, be found out. But, this doesn’t mean you won’t have to deal with some nastiness, in the interim. Stay strong, avoid conflict, but, if you must speak up, do so. All is not lost, except for the sleep you lose, due to worrying. Read more
We continue moving forward this week, with the Knight of Pentacles. The Knight of Wands has had you moving toward your goals and overcoming obstacles for the past couple of weeks. This week, the Knight of Pentacles lets you take smaller steps. This guy knows that you might be tired and overworked and he’s here to let you know that slow and steady will still get you where you need to go.
All pentacle cards represent the final act of manifestation. So, with the Knight of Pentacles appearing this week, it’s possible that you’re closer than ever to realizing some of your dreams. You probably just need to take a few final steps. Also, if you have a hunch about something, work with that hunch. Again, this week, it’s all about taking smaller steps, thinking twice about each action, and doing only what feels right.
The Knight of Pentacles is very, very dependable, so emulate this knight and be dependable this week, too. I know that many of you are already very dependable, but maybe this week, let yourself be just that much more dependable. Let those who might need your help know that you’re there for them. But, more importantly, be there for yourself. Figure out what has to be done this week and do it, but don’t push yourself too hard. Read more
This week’s card is the Knight of Wands, which represents a journey. Given last week’s card, the journey indicated by the Knight of Wands is essentially a continuation of dealing with and overcoming the obstacles currently taking up unnecessary space in your Life.
It’s likely that many of you have not yet completely conquered the problems you were tackling last week, whether it’s a health problem, a tiresome work situation, or something connected to your personal life. This is understandable – after all, you can only accomplish so much in a week, right? I know that, personally, I seem to be stuck in the middle of a non-stop vortex of problems that seem impossible to resolve, but I continue to work toward a satisfactory ending. Despite any frustration you might feel, continue to work towards a positive resolution.
Be aware that when you have yet to accomplish something, you could get frustrated. Yet, frustration will most likely only lead to your taking actions that could be foolish. Therefore, while journeying with the energy of the Knight of Wands, be conscious of maintaining a rational mindset and don’t become impatient. Read more
Did everyone get a lot of rest last week? I know one person who got none, so I certainly hope that the rest of you found some relaxing down time. My week was so insanely busy, that my daughter co-authored this blog, giving me time last night, to lie down for an hour or so. Does that count as rest or utter collapse?
However, now that you’ve reveled in a much-deserved break, it’s time to get back to work, tackling situations that might have become roadblocks in your life. Luckily for all of us, this week’s card - the Six of Wands – indicates that victory can be achieved.
The Six of Wands represents overcoming obstacles to positive ends. Whatever challenges Life has currently thrown your way – whether in the realm of work, romance, or even health – this card screams from the sidelines, “You can do it!” The Six of Wands constantly urges you to move forward and take control. Read more
If you have been moving so quickly, that you feel like you’re not going to be able to catch your breath if you don’t take a break, then the Four of Swords gives you permission to rest this week. Some perceive this card as being a negative card, because when it appears, the message is very clear: “No movement is going to occur soon.”
However, while I agree that the Four of Swords does indicate a time when not much will happen – or, at least, change – I think it’s a great card, because it says that it’s okay to just lie down and breathe. Stop worrying about the people at your job who aren’t doing what they’re supposed to be doing, causing you to work extra hard. Forget about vacuuming. So what if your car needs a good cleaning. After all, one week is not going to make or break much – even on a worldwide level.
Next week, protests will still be occurring. Congress will still be filled with idiots. Dictators will abound. Far too many CEOs will continue stealing. So, your taking a week off to rest and contemplate what you want to do next is more than allowed. In fact, it’s a must! Read more